'love around me'

people say many things about love; i say its the only hope to live on the earth. in my 26 years experience, i saw its very easy to fall in love but thousand time harder to express the love. i don't have such experience yet. i never needed to say my parents or my family how much i love them. i've fallen in love for several times... but i always kept it in myself and never tried to express it...



i started like a girl few month ago. she is in my same department but i didn't know her name or never talked to her. few days ago i realized that i really like her. so i decided to tell her about my feelings. i started thinking... what should i say? i thought for several days and then i started memorizing two sentences- 'hi, i like you. can i have your phone number so that we can know each other better?' i own self recited it thousand times and then one day the chance came. i saw the girl few yard far from me and suddenly i started sweating... i saw everything became blurry around me... i didn't hear any sound... its an unforgettable experience i've ever felt... so i understood it shouldn't be my business any more. its much more comfortable to be an one sided lover...

what do you think?

flower :: friend

one of my friend has sent some pictures of flower few days ago.
i even don't know the name of the flowers, but who cares...



thank you friend :)

the world beyond my reach...

if an angel come to me and ask me to make a wish, i'll say i want to see every single wonder of the world!

this is one of my very favorite quote that i've added to my travel blog site. i always want to see the world out of my normal reach. i dream lot about that... like, sometime i think the sky out of my place doesn't look the same that i see everyday.



today i was reading some articles in different blogs of blogspot. i like most one of these... a bangladeshi girl write it from norway... about her first few miserable days there. i just trying to imagine myself there in the same situation. actually its beyond my imagination... may be things are always not so painful that it seems or not so joyful that it pretends...

i witness

its not a nice story at all that i am going to tell. everything was normal till yesterday evening. i came to know the incident last night when i got back to home. there was a clash between students and police in my university and several students has been injured in the incident [full story].



it was a real sad news for me. i have attended the exam yesterday and there was no sign of any disturbance. but today it seems like a battle field. rally all around, fire on street, police firing tear gas... everyone seems like crazy. i am not very much clear why all these are happening. students called an indefinite strike, the university administration stopped all the exams. last few days i was really busy with my exams and suddenly today i don't have anything to do.



students damaged several vehicles on the street and police fired hundreds of tear shells on them. i don't know what is going to happen tomorrow.



before january 20, 2007 here political clashes were regular story for us. but after that, for last several months, at least in our university we have a great time- no political clashes, no session jams; just regular classes and regular exams... that made almost all general students feeling good. but again we are in an uncertainty...

new office

me and my other colleagues just came after visit our new office in mogbazar. its nice, it have a nice view... we could see the dhaka city from an upper view now. the first impression is wonderful... its one of the tallest building around the area and we are in one of the top floor. a rail road besides the building, so we often have to hear the heavy sound of rail running.



have a look on the image bellow. its a view from the front window of the office. i know, you might feel jealous :) but there is a little problem. its rainy season now, thats why the water is so clear. i shouldn't guess how it'll get the look in dry season. but now its really wonderful... a clear blue sky... a reflection... and a cool breeze...



we are going to start our work in new office from any good day of september. come if you get some time and have a cup of tea with us...

rainy day

it was raining earlier in the morning. now the sun is shining overhead. i was in charukola when it was raining. it was just wonderful! i've recorded the sound of rain drops and took some pictures by my nokia 7610.



i don't know if there any site where i can upload the sound clip that i've recorded by my mobile phone. anyway rain is always a pleasant thing to me though it often causes flood here.

a corrected comment

my wise friend who had sent a pictorial comment yesterday resent the image today mentioning that he made a spelling mistake. i think it should be shown how wise he is...

a comment

i just got a very valuable pictorial comment from one of my very wise friend...



...no comments for this comment...

the exam

we are having the final exam of our graduation course. it was long expected... but now we could realize we are going to miss something. the exam will be over within 8 september. i don't know what i am going to do then... i have an offer to start a full time job in my current office, but when i think about working all day long under a concrete roof... my breath stuck under my chest. it really hard to imagine...


in our graphic design department we are having a 48 hours long (12 days) exam- 'publicity campaigning and packet design'. its so boring. we have to paint a 15" x 20" poster, a 7" x 7" sticker and a packet for 12 pencils. the way of working is so conventional... no use of computers or any other digital media. its good that we are learning but i think its not a proper way of learning.

how is the 'life around me'

most of the time it seems really fantastic... and myself lucky. sometime its boring and very few time 'want to leave it somehow'. for last few years i've spent most of the hours of my life with my friends and colleagues. it was nice :)



i am not a person with a big ambition. i want to get those things which are around me and reachable with less anxieties. to me its good policy to be happy. i believe in God and i think its the certain source for all desires that i keep.